Sunday, May 9, 2010
said goodbye this morning. trying not to wallow. the house feels too empty, too quiet. It was really hard this morning when R kept looking out the window, asking about da. I can't think about it too much or I get teary again. Right now it feels like a week day, and we're just waiting on him to come home from work. I turn my head when I hear a car door, even though I know it's just a neighbor, and not my husband. Resisting the urge to call. We're going to have pizza and a movie night with some of our friends tonight, maybe that will cheer me up.