Sunday, May 16, 2010

One Week Down, Five to Go

I have a confession, I have only really cooked once this week (PF Chang's Orange Chicken, mmmm). I've been eating frozen stuff most of the week, or like last night I broke down and ordered Papa Johns. I've GOT to get back into the swing of cooking, but it's been so hard with J. gone. R. doesn't eat much, and mostly he likes rice cakes with hummus, cheese, apples, things that I don't have to cook. I'm just not that motivated to cook a whole meal for myself, then have to clean it up too. I know I should be doing better.

My house is a mess, I have people coming over for a playdate tomorrow, and I am so unmotivated to clean. I also really need to mow parts of the yard soon. Maybe today while R. naps. His naps are my only me time, and I always end up spending them racing around to get stuff down, then being exhausted at the end of the day. Yesterday it took me 50 minutes to get him down for a nap, then he only slept for an hour. Usually it's a lot easier, but I got almost nothing done during that time.

BFN this morning, but AF isn't due until tomorrow. Sooooo, waiting again this weekend. Reeeally hoping for a BFP this time, but trying not to get myself all psyched up like last month. No pms'y symptoms, but I haven't felt pregnant either. No spotting of any kind.

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