The kids and I have a wedding to travel to in the mean time. It will be a really long drive, and the whole thing feels completely overwhelming right now. Somehow in the next few days I have to put on my big girl panties and my super mom cape and get shit done. Right now all I want is to crawl into my bed and cry. I can't though, kids need me.
Monday, September 2, 2013
And now it's September
J was here this weekend. He left a little while ago. It hurts so much to say goodbye. Every time. He's promised to come back in two weeks on his next 3 day weekend. That helps a little. It's as hard on him as is it is on me. He's stronger though and doesn't cry. We have a little over 2 months left til school is over and he can move back home. I'm just so exhausted. Physically, emotionally.