Monday, September 2, 2013

And now it's September

J was here this weekend.  He left a little while ago.  It hurts so much to say goodbye.  Every time.  He's promised to come back in two weeks on his next 3 day weekend.  That helps a little.  It's as hard on him as is it is on me.  He's stronger though and doesn't cry.  We have a little over 2 months left til school is over and he can move back home.  I'm just so exhausted.  Physically, emotionally.  

The kids and I have a wedding to travel to in the mean time.  It will be a really long drive, and the whole thing feels completely overwhelming right now.  Somehow in the next few days I have to put on my big girl panties and my super mom cape and get shit done.  Right now all I want is to crawl into my bed and cry.  I can't though, kids need me.  

1 comment:

  1. It's so hard to do it on your own. I've been doing it for so long and I'm so danged tired and stressed all the time. I want to be zen mama and I'm usually psycho mama. Hugs to you, I know how hard it can be.

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